I feel safe inside my bed

Compressed against the quiet, sinking into silence

And I'm afraid of my own head

Couldn't figure out why I couldn't figure out myself

I'm such a mess

Don't need your help

Don't need that stress

I don't need nobody

I'm sorry my worry got to me

Gonna lose it, confuse it

Fill me silly with delusion

It's a simple miscommunication

Between my logic and imagination

But I don't care, I don't want your help

I need your help

'Cause I can say that

I don't really know if God exists

And I don't really know if I want to

And I don't really know where you are right now

Wherever it is, I hope He's with you

I'm abusive to my bed

'Cause I can hit the pillows, and they won't ever tell no

One about the words I said

Sinking into silence, try to make it all seem fine

I know I'm blind

At least there's hope for some divine

I won't be so

Jolly I'm sorry I'm surely not worthy

Contradicting what I'm thinkin'

To the question I'm addicted

It's a simple yes or no or maybe

I just can't tell, it really makes me crazy

But I don't care, I don't want your help

I need your help

'Cause I can say that

I don't really know if God exists

And I don't really know if I want to

And I don't really know where you are right now

Wherever it is, I hope He's with you

I don't really know if God exists

And I don't really know if I want to

And I don't really know where you are right now

Wherever it is, I hope He's with you

I can really say that it means to me

More than you would ever know

That I don't really know, I don't really know

I don't really know, I don't really know

I don't really know, no

I don't really know, I don't really know

I don't really know, I don't really know

I don't really know, no